#WhenCarolynFeelsLikeWriting

I got the offer for interview by ukm last Wednesday Last week, I was still struggling whether to go for this interview or not because I am still not sure if I am qualified enough to choose this course This course definitely needs unlimited creativity within one self and I think that I am lack of creativity...and I don't draw very well I am interested in drawing since I was very young. That's very true but I've never been to a drawing class to learn the proper techniques in drawing So my main worries are : 1) CREATIVITY         2) DRAWING I know this will be a very tough course but I am not afraid of this I love challenges actually And I just discovered this side of me not long ago >< But after thinking for a zillion times, I decided to go Reason : -I am actually interested in this course -going there won't cause any harm to me, there will be no loss too -going there can gain experience about what a university interview is like -IF I am to be so ...

I am not here to spread -ve energy but I really need a place for me to express my feelings It's your road, and yours alone. Someone can walk it WITH you, but no one can walk it FOR you. I finally came to know the feeling when anyone wrote this lol #throwback During primary school years, I used to fill in teacher, doctor and another one I forgot what it is (but I clearly remember there are 3 choices we were asked to fill in) as my ambitions I don't really know other occupations and I don't have the urge to find out XD so throughout my primary school I always chose the same three, just that their positions are not the same I don't really remember what did I fill for this during secondary school and high school but the combinations were like : pharmacy, teacher, doctor and architecture Whenever I was asked to fill this, I was like...not again Zzz Because I actually don't know what I want to be or want to work as in the future Future seems so far to me then ...

I did not manage to update yesterday because I did not go according to my plan :( It's not that I must or need to write everyday But I just feel like having my blog update everyday while I am still free it's just so fun My blog is still new so it's very very empty and I actually don't know what to post in it So I guess I will write on my everyday life and my own feelings and thoughts before I know what exactly I have to write Haha Okay Firstly, why didn't I have the time to update yesterday? I am currently running a shop selling clothes and stuffs to earn some pocket money (P.S. Whoever is reading, please visit my facebook page @ https://www.facebook.com/itsyourwardrobe or my IG @your__wardrobe520 , your like and share is truely appreciated) I want to earn as much money as I can during this holiday before going into university You might say work for someone else or other company is easier like working as a waitress in a restaurant or as a promoter in some ...

I ended my form6 life last year Went to work for a short duration to gain experience and to earn some pocket money for myself Currently unemployed Finding ways to earn money since I am totally free so I'm selling some clothes and accessories now But there is not many people who buy things from me...so still struggling whether to continue or not... At the same time I am too free so I wanna take note of my life by using blogger from now on I will try to write as frequent as possible here so that in the future when I want to look back into my everyday life, I have a place where all my footsteps were left can be seen So... Blogger life BEGINS Yessss ✔ My words end here  ♥#